or am I am beautiful because you love me?"
"Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
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i love you because you are beautiful. don't think for a moment that i never have stopped loving you.
BTW...the song keeps on repeating. Is there any other way you can make it "Manual"? rather than "autoplay"
In that sense, i feel you Bambi. I will find you a boy tonight and leave the man to me. :)
Please do not cry those black tears...Litte Sue will wipe them away for you...
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